gold studs ,

they caught my eyes ,

Oh yeah anyways ,

The boy of mine is being sweeter day by day, seriously Im melting over youuuuuu x) And this really makes me missing him much. Increasing I tell you !

Im waiting for Ibu and Abah to come back home after sending Nenek at her home, Merlimau. I dont know why, Im missing my parents :') padahal bru 9hours xjumpa.

red eyes ,

Im sleepy but its only 0026. Somehow while waiting for Ieqa's reply on Facebook and my boy's text on phone, I suddenly have the mood to write. Just to kill my time, and my boredom perhaps? (;


Please be alert that this post might contains lots of crap. I highlight in once again, might contains lots of crap. So yeah, keep scrolling and reading :P


I get bored easily nowadays. I always want to go out, meet my old friends so that we can update ourselves with our new hot stories but unfortunately, my leg doesnt allow me to do so :( So, in order to cure my boredom, I always rely on internet and my lovely lappy hee.Thankgod internet is here to entertain me. I go for online shopping a lot these days. There are so many beautifil outfits they are selling and I really hope I can go to ATM to deposit money by my own self without troubling my parents. But, its just a hope :( Anyone who would mind to lend me your hands ?




Anyway, before I stop, this is a picture of me on the last day I been admitted. Muka tunggu parents dtg amik + xsabar nk balik :P + muka sakit la kan ofcourse.

1st appointment ,

I just came home from an appointment with Dr. Askandar and physiotheraphy session at SMC. Alhamdulillah, my right knee is getting better, but still in a recovery process la kan. So today, the 14 stitches are taken out by the doc, they were painful much. I swear its true. I screamed quite loud in the doc room, until ppl at outside could hear me -_-

Today is the first day I went to theraphy withouht bandage on my knee. I could feel the ice, i mean the cold of ice! Freaking cold you know. Haha but best gila kot >.<

Imissmyboyfriend, still do.

he's just as sweet as sugar ,

1 bulan terpaksa aku menahan rindu,
Rindu yang menyeksa jiwa,
Namun jiwaku sentiasa teguh,
Teguh menyayangi dia,
Dia yg aku rindu selalu,
Selalu aku sayang,
Banyak tinggalkan kenangan,
Kenangan sebagai pengubat rindu,
Ubat membuatkan aku menangis,
Menangis kerana rindu,
Rindukan kasih sayang,
Kasih sayang seorang insan yang kita sayang,
Sayangnya dia jauh,
Jauh di mata tapi dekat di hati,
Hati yang makin pilu kenangkan kealpaan sendiri,
Sendiri meronta, mencari ketenangan,
Iringan doa agar kasih sayang dia terhadap aku tak pernah luntur dan kuatkan aku tempuhi rindu ini. Amin, YaAllah.

My boy sent me this poem through phone text on a night before I undergo my operation. Yeah, we are missing each other so much. This week is the 3rd week! :( Could u imagine how much Im missing him now? Maybe yes, maybe not. I have to wait until Uitm reopens back. Thats it. All I have to do now is waitingggggggggggg. Ah bosan. Ahmad Junaidi Rosly -- Imissyou.

The first picture of us, on September 09.

passionate ,